Friday, January 23, 2009

I dread waking up early in the morning and go to school. school is fun and cool but at the same time, it tires me out. because my mind is still not adjust to school time. i've got tight schedule this week. and starting from tomorrow onwards. I'm not expecting much from the upcoming days after the clock hits 12AM sharp later on. Because i myself don't know what i want in life. I mean it's not the right time to tell what i want in life. Come what may. I mean, life has the ups and downs so let it be :] I just need to get through it. I'm not in a good mood now. Something is really bothering me right now, i don't know what is it but i've got a certain feeling that i do know about it. Let the time tell. Yeah, when karma hits reality. Now come on guys, spit it out. I can't wait any longer. This is sure killing me. Please

Sunday, January 18, 2009

i apologised if i ever make u mad and frustrated which i know it happend alot of times. i really appreciate the things you do for me. and your smile and your funny faces, they make me melt. i don't want to lose you. i love you. i hope you feel the same way to. im sorry?

i ♥ you when you're silly, and always fooling around,
i ♥ you when you tickle me, eventho it makes me wriggle and fall to the ground.
i ♥ you when you're proud, your head held in the air.
i ♥ you even when you're not around, cause i know you'd always be there.
i ♥ you when you're sick, and looking at your worst.
i ♥ you when you sulk, you push me away and pout.
i ♥ you even if you don't have time for me, cause you're all worned out.
i ♥ you any way you feel, no matter what you do.
i ♥ you any way you are, i love you because you're you.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009


if not for you, i won't be here.
you're my life i can never dream i'd surrender.
it's you whom i wanna share my life with,
cause you ibarat the air that i breathe!
muacks! toodles!

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

I can't believe you had the nerve to say the things you said.
It hurt so bad that they ended our relationship.
I can't believe it
Four years go down the drain
How I wish things would have happened so differently
I tried to say this many times but still you couldn't see
You kept insisting and resisting
That you would not fall again
And now you're trying to tell me that you're sorry
And you're trying to come back home
You're telling me you really need me
Crying begging both knees on the floor
But baby, I
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try no more
You keep insisting
When you know our love is out the door
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try cause all we do is fight
And say the things that hurt so bad
To where we both begin to cry
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try about just had enough
It's been a rough road
Baby just let it go
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try no more
Tell me whats the use of holding on
When all we do is hurt our love
You and I have had many conversations on the phone
Talks about one day of having a place of our own
Wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
But all of that seems so far away from me
Had to wake up face reality
It all just seemed to good to be true
After all you put me through
And now you're trying to tell me that you're sorry
And you're trying to come back home
You're telling me you really need me
Crying begging both knees on the floor
But baby, I
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try no more
You keep insisting
When you know our love is out the door
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try cause all we do is fight
And say the things that hurt so bad
To where we both begin to cry

Wednesday, January 7, 2009


happy 20th monthsarry boyfriend!
i love you.. for giving your heart to me and trusting me with your pride,
i love you.. for wanting me and needing me by your side.
i love you.. for the emotions i never knew i had.
i love you.. for making me smile whenever im sad.
i love you.. for your thoughts of me where im always on your mind.
i love you.. for finding that part of me, apart i never knew i could find.
i love you.. for the way you are and for how you make me feel
but most of all i love you.. cause i know you're mine for real
♥♥♥

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

picture of the day!!





















and that's the picture of the day.
nothing much happened.
in the morning, mum woke me up and i was being rude to her by simply ignoring her.
she later screamed asking me to wake up.
god i was pissed off!
went to school and later met dearie as he had no driving lesson for today.
had our lunch at boat quay mcdonalds as he was craving for the MEGA MCSPICY!
later, performed our asar prayer at nearby mosque.
den head to padang as i wanted to go for the long way journey back to city hall mrt station.
overal, i enjoyed being with him.
i dont have the mood to update much about today.
labels: pissed