if not for you, i won't be here.

you're my life i can never dream i'd surrender.

it's you whom i wanna share my life with,

cause you ibarat the air that i breathe!

muacks! toodles!

I can't believe you had the nerve to say the things you said.

It hurt so bad that they ended our relationship.

I can't believe it

Four years go down the drain

How I wish things would have happened so differently

I tried to say this many times but still you couldn't see

You kept insisting and resisting

That you would not fall again

And now you're trying to tell me that you're sorry

And you're trying to come back home

You're telling me you really need me

Crying begging both knees on the floor

But baby, I

Don't wanna try

Don't wanna try

Don't wanna try no more

You keep insisting

When you know our love is out the door

Don't wanna try

Don't wanna try cause all we do is fight

And say the things that hurt so bad

To where we both begin to cry

Don't wanna try

Don't wanna try about just had enough

It's been a rough road

Baby just let it go

Don't wanna try

Don't wanna try

Don't wanna try no more

Tell me whats the use of holding on

When all we do is hurt our love

You and I have had many conversations on the phone

Talks about one day of having a place of our own

Wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table

But all of that seems so far away from me

Had to wake up face reality

It all just seemed to good to be true

After all you put me through

And now you're trying to tell me that you're sorry

And you're trying to come back home

You're telling me you really need me

Crying begging both knees on the floor

But baby, I

Don't wanna try

Don't wanna try

Don't wanna try no more

You keep insisting

When you know our love is out the door

Don't wanna try

Don't wanna try cause all we do is fight

And say the things that hurt so bad

To where we both begin to cry

happy 20th monthsarry boyfriend!

i love you.. for giving your heart to me and trusting me with your pride,

i love you.. for wanting me and needing me by your side.

i love you.. for the emotions i never knew i had.

i love you.. for making me smile whenever im sad.

i love you.. for your thoughts of me where im always on your mind.

i love you.. for finding that part of me, apart i never knew i could find.

i love you.. for the way you are and for how you make me feel

but most of all i love you.. cause i know you're mine for real

♥♥♥

picture of the day!!

and that's the picture of the day.

nothing much happened.

in the morning, mum woke me up and i was being rude to her by simply ignoring her.

she later screamed asking me to wake up.

god i was pissed off!

went to school and later met dearie as he had no driving lesson for today.

had our lunch at boat quay mcdonalds as he was craving for the MEGA MCSPICY!

later, performed our asar prayer at nearby mosque.

den head to padang as i wanted to go for the long way journey back to city hall mrt station.

overal, i enjoyed being with him.

i dont have the mood to update much about today.

labels: pissed

first of all, hasanah, you know we love you. we all love you, yes we do, especially me. We've been through ups and downs together. You bring joy to the class, you make us smile and laugh our ass out every single second. If you're reading this has, i really want you to know that noone is blaming you for anything, not a single thing at all. You really don't have to feel guilty for anything. everyone makes mistakes. Please don't cry again okae babe, you're a big girl now, even a small girl like me don't cry anymore :D I don't want you to feel bad about yourself, thinking that everyone hates you because we don't. And stop having that perception that you're a busybody in our class eversince you joined the school. Nobody thinks like that at all. You're the best hasanah i've ever met and the best grummy bear ever! i love you okae dear friend, cheer up babe! :D

and to you~ i love you so much syg. Those are the words that i say to you, everyday without missed. I loved you right from the start. I give you my hand and learn to share life. To keep you in my heart, i say, "i'll cherish you always as of this days" I give you my faith that these words are true. From now till the end i promise you.

i've tried everything.

but nothing seems to aside me.

i don't understand.

you left me feeling hopeless like you always do.

my patience reaching it's limit.

you don't seem to care.

i've had enough.

i give you my love.

i don't wish to take it back.

i knew it, right from the start.

you've changed.

why is this happening?

has your love for me fade away?