7th

have not blogged for the past few days due to the shitty internet breakdown.
so yeah this is what has been happening lately.

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went out with boyfriend.
watched "the journey to the centre of the earth" movie at THE CATHAY.
i soo love the movie, very funny.
den went to orchard go jalan-jalan.
den chilled out at RAFFLES PLACE, ate the left-over cheese fries that we bought at kfc at plaza singapura.

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went out with boyfriend again
watched "the mummy" movie at cineleisure orchard.
den went back home.

okae that's about it ~~~~~~


had an unpleasant morning today. A part of me feels sad while the other part of me feels happy. I really can't describe how i feel today, thousands of feelings all wrapping me up. I'm frustrated. Okay, i'm not suffering from depression or whatsoever. just having mood swings these days and boyfriend's the victim. i'm sorry. Having to face more and more problems each day is just so sucky. Relationship problems, family problems, and err, studies? i guess this is typical for teens like me. but i am sooo not used to having so much problems at one time, and have no idea how to cope with them. i wish i could help boyfriend, but i can't. i'm a useless girlfriend. as for today, things are getting a little better between me and boyfriend but still i still feel like im standing on a strand of hair waiting to fall anytime. i could feel that our relationship's getting shaky nowadays but nothing is going to stop me from being with boyfriend. that's for sure. we chat, sort things out, clear every doubts we had and tried to forget what happened earlier on. that's just the best way, forgive and forget and i know that i've done that like a million times. Pfft.

i want to stop fighting with boyfriend

i want to have a peaceful love and relationship

i want the old him, the old us

because i love him very much